Near's thoughts on 'sex'

    Near POV:


Not quite long ago, Mello asked me something very specific. If I recall, you experience it to bring life in this world- nothing more, nothing less. To me, it is a simple routine. To others, it is and I quote from Matt "A life changing experience that can make you so high, you won't even remember your name for a second."

Frankly, I don't understand what he meant by that. I don't think it is that empowering, and yet, Mello said words that were very similar to what Matt said, except, more crude and sarcastic.

I've never been curious as to what you feel during that process, until now.

As it turns out, not only do men and woman experience it, but same sex couples also. You'd think I would know that since I'm so "smart" and "realistic to my surroundings". As I said, I've never been curious, or managed to think about that matter.

Now it is realized, that sex is not only done to create life, but for your own personal satisfaction and your partner's. Why is that? I don't know. And somehow...


I feel suddenly empty, like I'm missing something inside of me. I've felt like that ever since I found out about the "real" reason why adults and teens have sex.

Perhaps...


I need something... to be whole again?